Judas hangs himself (Mt 27:5-27:5)

“Judas threw down

The pieces of silver

In the Temple.

He departed.

He went away.

He hanged himself.”

 

καὶ ῥίψας τὰ ἀργύρια εἰς τὸν ναὸν ἀνεχώρησεν, καὶ ἀπελθὼν ἀπήγξατο.

 

This is unique to Matthew.  Judas threw down the 30 pieces of silver in the Temple (καὶ ῥίψας τὰ ἀργύρια εἰς τὸν ναὸν).  He left or departed as he went away (ἀνεχώρησεν, καὶ ἀπελθὼν).  Then he hanged or strangled himself to death (ἀπήγξατο).  Matthew was the only gospel to talk about Judas’ repentance and self-inflicted death.  Judas choose a permanent solution to a temporary problem.  Peter had denied Jesus, but he just cried in his repentance.  Judas took the more drastic action of suicide that made it impossible for anyone to forgive him.

The despair of nothingness

The great sin of our life is giving up.  Despair with suicide is the decisive act of giving up, the ultimate sin against trust.  The final act of despair is suicide.  Without a belief in a forgiving caring God, life may seem more troublesome than the permanent sleep of death.  There are always people willing to help.  The worst answer to any problem is suicide.  You do not get any second chances after suicide.  The game is over.  You are dead.  Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary life problem.

Job would prefer the eternal rest in death (Job 3:11-3:19)

“Why did I not die at birth?

Why did I not come forth from the womb and then expire?

Why were there knees to receive me?

Why were there breasts for me to suck?

Now I would be lying down and quiet.

I would be asleep.

Then I would be at rest.

With kings and counselors of the earth.

They rebuilt ruins for themselves.

I would be asleep with princes who had gold,

Who filled their houses with silver.

Why was I not buried like a stillborn child?

Why was I not like an infant that never sees the light?

There the wicked cease from troubling.

There the weary are at rest.

There the prisoners are at ease together.

They do not hear the voice of the taskmaster.

The small and the great are there.

The slave is free from his master.”

Job would prefer to be dead. Why didn’t he die at childbirth? Why didn’t he die as he left the womb? Why were there people to receive him? Why were there breasts to suck on? Otherwise, he could have eternal rest and quiet just like the kings, counselors, and princes with their monuments, gold, and silver. Why wasn’t he stillborn? He could be with the wicked who have no troubles, the prisoners who have no cares, and the slaves who have no masters. Death appears as a time of rest and no more troubles. Both the great and the small die. All have that eternal rest. This is often the allure of those who are thinking about suicide. However, I believe that suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

King Saul and his three sons die at the battle of Gilboa (1 Chr 10:1-10:7)

“Now the Philistines fought against Israel. The men of Israel fled before the Philistines. They fell slain on Mount Gilboa. The Philistines overtook Saul and his sons. The Philistines killed Jonathan and Abinadab and Malchishua, the sons of Saul. The battle pressed hard on Saul. The archers found him. He was wounded by the archers. Then Saul said to his armor-bearer. ‘Draw your sword, and thrust me through with it, so that these uncircumcised may not come and make sport of me.’ But his armor-bearer was unwilling, for he was terrified. So Saul took his own sword, and fell upon it. When his armor-bearer saw that Saul was dead, he also fell on his sword, and died. Thus Saul died. He and his three sons and his entire house died together. When all the men of Israel who were in the valley saw that the army had fled and that Saul and his sons were dead, they abandoned their towns and fled. The Philistines came and occupied them.”

This is almost exactly the same as in 1 Samuel, chapter 31. There were no details of this battle, like some of the others. The Philistines seem to have attacked the Israelites at Mount Gilboa that overlooked the Jezreel plain. This is one of the rare suicides when Saul kills himself after he found out that his 3 sons had died. He asked his armor-bear to kill him, but then finally did it himself because he did not want to die at the hands of an uncircumcised person. When the Israelites saw that Saul and his sons were dead, they fled also. Thus the Philistines came to occupy these towns and cities.