“Be gracious to me!
I am in distress!
My eye wastes away from grief!
My soul wastes away from grief!
My body also wastes away from grief!
My life is spent with sorrow!
My years pass with sighing!
My strength fails.
Because of my misery,
My bones waste away.”
David wanted Yahweh to be gracious to him because he was in great distress. His eyes, soul, and body were wasting away in grief. He was living a sorrowful life as each year passed with sightings all the time. His strength was failing him because of his misery. His bones were wasting away. He was a “woe is me” kind of guy. He sounded a lot like Job.
“I am weary with my moaning.
Every night I flood my bed with tears.
I drench my couch with my weeping.
My eyes waste away because of grief.
They grow weak because of all my foes.”
David is weary with all his moaning. Every night his bed is full of tears. He drenches his couch in the day with tears. His eyes are wasting away because of grief. He was growing weak because of his enemies.
“When King Antiochus king heard this news, he was astounded and badly shaken. He took to his bed. He became sick from grief because things had not turned out for him as he had planned. He lay there for many days because deep disappointment continually gripped him. He concluded that he was dying. So he called all his friends. He said to them.
‘Sleep has departed from my eyes.
I am downhearted with worry.
I said to myself.
‘To what distress I have come!
Into what a great flood I now am plunged!
For I was kind and beloved in my power.’
But now I remember the wrong I did in Jerusalem.
I seized all her vessels of silver and gold.
I sent to destroy the inhabitants of Judah without good reason.
I know that it is because of this
That these misfortunes have come upon me.
Here I am perishing of bitter disappointment in a strange land.’”
King Antiochus IV was astonished and shaken by the news that he heard about Judah. In quite a melodramatic way, he took to his bed because things had not turned out the way that he had planned them. He was very despondent. Thinking that he was dying, he called his friends. He tried to clear his soul with a confession to his friends. He could no longer sleep because he was so worried. He was in great distress that he himself had caused. He had been a kind and beloved king, until he went to Jerusalem. There he took the silver and gold vessels and destroyed the people of Jerusalem for no reason. He believed that all his misfortunes stemmed from that incident. Now he was going to die disappointed in a strange land, Persia.
“That same day, Tobit remembered the money which he had left in trust with Gabael at Rages in Media. He said to himself. ‘Now I have asked for death. Why do I not call my son Tobias? I can explain to him about the money before I die.’ Then he called his son Tobias. When he came to him, he said.
When I die,
Give me a proper burial.
Honor your mother.
Do not abandon her all the days of your life.
Do whatever pleases her.
Do not grieve her in anything.
Remember her, my son,
Because she faced many dangers for you
While you were in her womb.
When she dies,
Bury her beside me in the same grave.’”
Tobit continued his obsession with his death. He remembered the money he had left with Gabael in Media. He wanted to tell his son about this money before he died. When his son, Tobias, came to him, he told him that he wanted a proper burial. At the same time, he wanted his son to honor his mother. He wanted him not to give her much grief. There is no indication of his age so far, but you know how teenagers can be. On top of that, there is an indication that the pregnancy with him was difficult. Tobit wanted his wife to be buried in the same grave as himself.